my lifes been completely different.
new beginnings

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i love it.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

Choices between your personal needs and the longevity of a relationship seem to be frustratingly difficult now. Conflicts arise from multiple sources as one person resists your efforts while someone else encourages you to fight back. Unfortunately, outright disagreement won't help you achieve your goals. Lay low for a bit before making another attempt to push forward.

mood: weird music: nothing

This past saturday was alot of fun. i hope my mom goes out of town more often.

I thought things had changed. but they havent.
i feel stupid, and sick to my stomach.


;_;

mood: sad music: azure ray

So yah graduation is in six days. and i cant wait until its over because im just gonna see a bunch of people i dont wanna see and itll be the last time i ever see them!! woohoo!!

And theres most likely gonna be drama at the graduation rehersal...woohooo funnnn stuff!!!

Something exciting needs to happen.

mood: blah music: xbox

hm......


tomorrows schedule...

Work 6am-12pm
Cash My check
Hang Out With Destanee for a little
Wait Around For Justin To Get Off Work (which should be around 230)
Than Take Shrooms For The First Time With Justin.
Trip All Day
Sleep


I need sleep, in order for me to want to enjoy my day tomorrow. Blah.


Cant Wait

mood: tired music: Belle and Sebastian

This was one of the funnest nights ever, and im really happy that it happened.
The Watch says 420!!! ohhh shiit. hahah


anyways this was a really fun weekend, i got my first TATTOO and i got my NOSE PIERCED!!!

The tattoo was the most painful thing that ive ever expiernced, including my car accident. Its on my wrist, and while i was getting it, the only thing i was thinking was this is going to be my first and last tattoo ever. hahah But see now im planning on getting another one on my shoulder blade, i just gotta make sure i eat and have water before i go because i might just faint again.

the nose piercing wasnt painful at all, just kinda shocked me.

im really glad i took part in both of these things.

my mother still does not know of the tattoo and she hasn seen my piercing, but i did tell her about it, she wasnt pleased to hear it at all and she said if i did it, she'd rip it out. I doubt any of you are reading this but yah this is what occured on 420.

We also smoked a ton, and it was a blast.

location: Carly's Dads House music: Esham

I got a JOB!!!!

Today I'm finally fucking 18, its exciting and scary, oh god how I'm nervous, I'm an adult now... or pre adult, fucking wierd and so far I don't like it, I have to be more responsible and grow up.



Wooo 18!!!! Haha

mood: excited music: futurama

4 more days!!!!!


Ill be in town on weds morning and leave sometime friday. I get to visit my friends and spend my bday with them, I'm also visiting my mommy!

I'm so excited 4 moooooreee dayyyys!!!!

location: gayvil mood: anxious music: none, in bed

sooo my BIRTHDAY is in 9 days!!
Its almooost here and I'm finally gonna be 18!


I moved away from all my friends and family, it won't be for long since I get homesick fast and I don't like making my mom upset.


But yah.... I'M SO STOKED FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

location: gayvil mood: blank music: some rap shit justins playing

I won't see my bf for a while, I'm bummed out and I've been crying all morning, this blows

mood: sad music: none

Had the best new years ever

I got a sidekick and I'm on it right now posting this shit. Its pretty rad.

....oh well I have nothing to say.